Columbus, OH Death
Café #4: September 27, 2012
By Lizzy Miles
It was raining
buckets on the evening that we had our first LGBT Death Café. The event was hosted in partnership
with Stonewall Columbus, an organization that has been serving the
central Ohio LGBT community with programs and services for over thirty years. I was so grateful that they agreed to
co-organize this pilot program.
A funny side note
about our cake for the event. Lori
Gum, my co-facilitator and the Stonewall Program Director, ordered it. She requested that it had tombstones, but a blue sky. The cake decorator automatically asked
if it was for Halloween. Lori said
no, and she told them it was for a Death Café event. She explained that it was not to be dark, but sunny. Well, when it was done, we still got
the gray skies. Some people just
can’t grasp the concept that a Death Café is not morbid.
People have asked
me why I set up a separate LGBT-specific Death Café. Why is it needed?
The answer is that sadly, there are still enough people out there who
‘judge’ others who are different from themselves. The benefit of having an LGBT-specific Death Café is that it
creates a safe place for the LGBT community so that they can feel more
comfortable sharing in an environment where they won’t have to explain or
justify themselves or how they live their lives.
Since this was to
be the fourth Death Café that I hosted, I had some expectations for how the
evening might go. The prior Death
Cafés had been consistently unique.
That is to say that the nature of the conversations at each event varied
depending on the topics brought up by the attendees.
I was not sure what to expect at a Death
Café program that was geared exclusively towards the LGBT population. I wanted to do it, as I consider myself
to be a strong ally for LGBT issues.
I have many friends and a couple of family members that identify as
LGBT, and I felt I was well versed on national issues concerning equal rights
for the LGBT population. Despite
how much I thought I knew, I am now forever changed as a result of
participating in this event.
What took me by
surprise was the intimacy of the stories that were told. Within minutes, complete strangers were
opening up and baring their souls.
I have said before, and I will reiterate now, that there is something magical
about the Death Café experience. It
creates an environment of caring and warmth. I’ve been told by a few attendees that they credit me with creating
the warm environment, but I don’t know that I want to take credit.
The stories I heard
at this LGBT Death Café were…
intense. There were so many
stories, either direct or indirect about families fiercely rejecting their
teenage children once the child revealed their sexuality. This ultimately translated to a desire
to die. Several attendees had
themselves felt suicidal at times, knew someone else who was suicidal, or knew
someone who had committed suicide.
All of these suicidal ideations seemed to come from familial rejection. I heard the pain in the attendees’
voices as they told their stories.
Over the years, I
have been along for the ride as friends came out of the closet. None of my friends, thankfully, had the
severe rejection that was described by some of the attendees. At least not to my knowledge. This Death Café made me realize that I
don’t know as much as I thought I did.
I was in awe of the challenges that these attendees had endured and
overcome.
Although the
conversation was serious at first, as the evening progressed, I heard
hope. We shared stories about how
things are getting better for the LGBT population. Slowly.
When we combined
our small groups into one large group, the mood lightened even more. We had debates over cremation versus
burial. Roses versus daisies. What we would want to be wearing in our
casket.
I was happy to be
able to inform the group about the Body Disposition form that I had just learned
about from a local funeral director.
No one had heard of it. Most
people assume that if you have a designated Power of Attorney that the designee
will be able to make decisions regarding your funeral arrangements. Actually, the decision on what happens
to your body after you die goes back to next-of-kin. This is relevant for the LGBT population who may be
estranged from their family. (Note, the laws related to body disposition
vary by state.)
Survey results from
this LGBT Death Café were the highest of all of the events held in Columbus
thus far. There was a bonding
experience that went beyond the general Death Café events. The most commonly stated reason for
liking the event was that it was an open, honest conversation. All of the attendees said they would
recommend the event and would attend a future LGBT Death Café event.
There will be
future LGBT Death Cafés and general Death Cafés in Columbus. Please check back here for updates.
Thanks Lizzy for sharing this great blog and the work you've done with both the Death Cafe' and the LGBT community.
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